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xoxo,
JY <3
Thursday 4 November 2010
Sunday 19 September 2010
Wednesday 8 September 2010
how are you?
it has been two months plus since she's gone.
everything seem so fast, maybe too fast.
ya, i know. people keep telling me its over stop thinking.
but, it isn't as easy as you think.
how many could actually truly understand the feeling?
how much i miss her, how many things i wanna tell her.
i still cry secretly at night.
hide under my blanket like a small baby.
it just hurt so much.
when will the feeling fade?
guess it will remain there forever till the day i leave the world too?
move on, jy.
i'm just pretending to smile even though it hurt so much in the heart.
i want the world to know i'm strong, i can do it.
momma, how're you doing over there? :)
xoxo,
JY <3
it has been two months plus since she's gone.
everything seem so fast, maybe too fast.
ya, i know. people keep telling me its over stop thinking.
but, it isn't as easy as you think.
how many could actually truly understand the feeling?
how much i miss her, how many things i wanna tell her.
i still cry secretly at night.
hide under my blanket like a small baby.
it just hurt so much.
when will the feeling fade?
guess it will remain there forever till the day i leave the world too?
i'm just pretending to smile even though it hurt so much in the heart.
i want the world to know i'm strong, i can do it.
momma, how're you doing over there? :)
xoxo,
JY <3
Saturday 26 June 2010
life is fragile
knowing the death of the lady opposite my mum's bed really sadden my heart.
she's still lying there finely yesterday night.
though she can't move nor talk and need oxygen for breathing.
i could feel she's struggling hard to live.
but still, she left.
later on, a Indian young girl who is about my age occupied the same bed.
looking at her, my heart sink.
overheard what her family were saying, the doctor asked them to be mentally prepared.
she was transfer to HD/ICU around evening.
felt really emotional over these two issues.
though they're not related to me.
somehow, i still feel really sad.
my eyes were red and my bro saw.
he told me don't anyhow think.
my mind still went wild.
I'm really really very scare.
the fear of rushing her to hospital a&e.
waiting outside the cold area.
waiting for blood test and stuff.
then, admitted in the hospital again and again.
it's been happening almost every month.
i don't like the feeling, not at all.
we should stop complaining.
we are bless enough to be healthy.
love your life.
knowing the death of the lady opposite my mum's bed really sadden my heart.
she's still lying there finely yesterday night.
though she can't move nor talk and need oxygen for breathing.
i could feel she's struggling hard to live.
but still, she left.
later on, a Indian young girl who is about my age occupied the same bed.
looking at her, my heart sink.
overheard what her family were saying, the doctor asked them to be mentally prepared.
she was transfer to HD/ICU around evening.
felt really emotional over these two issues.
though they're not related to me.
somehow, i still feel really sad.
my eyes were red and my bro saw.
he told me don't anyhow think.
my mind still went wild.
I'm really really very scare.
the fear of rushing her to hospital a&e.
waiting outside the cold area.
waiting for blood test and stuff.
then, admitted in the hospital again and again.
it's been happening almost every month.
i don't like the feeling, not at all.
we should stop complaining.
we are bless enough to be healthy.
love your life.
Monday 14 June 2010
Monday 7 June 2010
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